My love you found me
without finding me
what then does that mean
that you found me across ocean
across predator filled plains
what then does that say
that no absurdity
no obscurity
kept you from me
nor me from you
from seeing you at least
my how we have grown
have changed
what then does that mean
I hear you in every song
in every prayer
worth a damn
I hear you in mountain and stream
wind and rain
in the cold and the warmth
I hear you in all that is sacred
I hear you in everything
everything that is anything to me
you are my light
outside of me
you are the darkness
when need be
you shelter me
by simply loving
what then does that mean
I wish I could change our fates
by mere ask of prayer for it
but I fear prayer no longer hears me
maybe then it hears you
all we have given
no strings attached
no bondaged bindings
does our love make
our love
our love my love
I hope you finally see
what sets it apart
like I have come to see
been broken down to see
far beyond
my wildest dreams
our love
our love is freedom
of the only measures that matter
You are my sun
as I am your moon
you are my moon
as I am your sun
you are all of nature
and all soul
even if still
you see this
so little at all
me in moments
even less so
I am a woman
whole all on my own
just as you are a man the same
even if still
you see this
so little at all
it changes not
what is
I want to love
and yet I know
I’ve been positioned
so that I mustn’t
and there is little more
more painful than that
I’d rather be killed
than survive that
yet all I know to do
is survive
is that all I am meant for
as of yet
I will not be controlled
I will die
before I am controlled
don’t we both know this now
control is not
surrendering
though it is not you
that demands that of me
and I finally see
it never was
those are not our ways
I hope you see this the same
if ever you are able
you find me
meet me in authenticity
and I am with you
I am yours
until then
if ever then
please understand
that I am nobody’s
but my own
